I drank, I smoked, I got into cars with boys I didn’t know. I shouldn’t be here.
She never smoked or dranked or went out past curfew. She should be here.
I disobeyed my parents, thought my teachers were stupid, and only obeyed laws that suited me. I shouldn’t be here.
She listened to her parents, saw the insight every teach gave her, and obeyed every law… she should be here.
I cursed life and all it entailed. I shouldn’t be here.
She loved life and all its challenges. She should be here.
I hated the evil in people.
She loved the light in people.
I gave up.
I saw dark.
She saw hope.
Maybe she just got it…. she learned the lesson of the universe and was called home.
She made her mark. She changed the world. ….. in just 21 years she accomplished more than millions before her in a lifetime could.
She was good. Where as others and I could only Dream to keep in our hearts a love for all this deep.
We will soldier on and go day to day in this world that is often grey, with rules unspoken and in stone that rule our lives even after worn. But long to wonder whether right or wrong.
“Life is not fair” we have been taught to embrace.
Then why follow the rules that have been put in place?
Oh sweet angel how so many love you so..you will not be forgotten…..you are in our souls…